INSANITY
I can't
contain
myself-
No one
is
listening-
Some one is
whispering
to me-I swear-
All the walls
are
closing in-
Narcotics on
the
floor-
I watch you
pick
up the phone-
"Too late," I
keep
repeating-
"You're
too
late"
Why must I continue to fight?
Why can't i just run away?
Why won't my legs let me run?
I want to be a coward, a coward....
I can't run away from my fears.
My destiny will not control me.
I musn't run away, I musn't run away.
I must stand, I must fight.
Charging onto the battlefield,
Dashing through the enemy,
A wave of destruction spreading in my wake.
I'll destroy all who stand in my way.
Yes, all will be destroyed.
I will destroy it all with my own hands.
Nothing will stop me now.
I shall wipe them all from existance.
What have I done?...
I've destroyed all I've hated.
But also all I've loved.
I have nothing left to lose.
I am drowning in my own madness
With no one here to save me
I'm sinking deeper and deeper
And the light above is getting dim
My breathing is ragged and shallow
I take in the foul essence of insanity
I thrash
I want to get out
My arms cut through lunacy in slow motion
It's like trying to throw punches in water
Except water doesn't drag you deeper
Gravity does that for you
This, however, devours you
It swallows you whole and pushes you down
All I see is red
The crimson gives way to black
But no
I will not give up yet
I keep trying, keep moving
But I'm getting tired
I am rising, but my body feels numb
Then, with one swift st
madness to make life better, madness to realize that the world you're happy about is a lie. madness because every inch of you weeps because you can't see yourself living in this kind of atmosphere.
my heart is torched with disarray, my pain provokes me from rising... even loneliness and silence prove no match from what i'm having.
how revolting that i could think of no better way to make myself livid. i am startled from the fact that being myself is my undoing.
in this moment, i succomb to every bad thing the future would offer.
stay away from me... until i find an antidote... i'm a fire with no light.
Sacrifice- Justin X Giriko by Namigiveshartz, literature
Literature
Sacrifice- Justin X Giriko
Trees were passing in blurs; the colors of the forest were all combined, but the sunset glowing through the foliage tinted everything a strange purple color. All Giriko saw was purple. He kept running or, rather, sliding along the ground, his chains rotating so quickly they could carry him like skates. He saw no glimpse of black or white, only the same endless blur. He was around somewhere.
There- Giriko slid to a stop, growling slightly under his breath as he searched where he was sure he had seen something. Grinning, he leapt forward, chains buzzing over his arm, emitting a metallic whir as it flashed with sparks from the heat. But his at
I am gay.
I'm not a disease, I'm not a problem
I'm not an affliction
I don't need treatment.
I don't need help
I'm not sick
I'm not confused
I'm not a sin.
I am gay.
I'm your daughter
Your sister
Your friend
Your co worker
Your classmate
Your acquaintance
A complete stranger
I am gay.
I need love, just like you
I need smiles
I need support
I need a hug
I need a friend
I need a family
I need acceptance
I need understanding
I need you
I am gay.
I know what love is
I know what pain is
I know what hate is
I know what life is
I am gay.
And I need you to love me
The same way you loved me before you knew
I am gay.